Saturday, December 15, 2018

I'm slowly catching up (never will completely) with technology. Since Cathie bought us each an Amazon Fire, I can now, as I just did, unloaded the dishwasher, did tons of plastic things by hand, bleached and scrubbed the whole sink, and listened to NPR the whole time. Before that, I walked around my house outside to check where the signal is picked up, I can sit on the porch of the shop, but not in the shop, I can stand halfway in the driveway and all around the front of the house, I guess I need a booster for the shop? Now that you know all that what else can I bore you with? Overcast and somewhere in the '40s. Sun is supposed to be out later after several days of rainy weather. It would be a great morning in the woods but just gonna hang out, I have a work order on birdhouse parts to make. I need like 45 backs, 45 bottoms, 45 fronts, 45 front attachment to make a tunnel, 45 roofs, and 90 sides. Gee whiz Batman, how we gonna handle that? It only sounds like a lot, cause it is a lot. Did I tell you I live on the very tip of insanity? Right on the edge. Often I venture over that edge, like on the drive to work, in the dark each workday. The other morning I was driving through a tunnel, I thought what tunnel is this I'm driving through, it was near the Petit Jean River, I came back to the real world as I approached Ola. Many times the fear enters my soul when I realize I don't know where I'm at, panic can set in, in a second. I tell myself just keep going straight ahead, I'm going to work I tell myself. Then I see a landmark, brings me back down, don't bring me down. Then I arrive at work, open the door, a whole different world now starts up. I'll be okay my friends, this is how I've spent my whole life, teetering on the brink. I do the best I can. Peace and love to you all. It is a strange life we all share, isn't it?

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